stalking

hey eighters! sorry its been a while since my last post but yk

so a while back i used to talk to this one girl on discord, lets call her alpha. she was cool and all but she would make a lot of edgy jokes and after an incident that i rather not elaborate on, we broke it off.

before that, alpha added me on a vr game called rec room, and i just never got around to unadding her on there so she just rotted on my friends list. every now and then i'd get notifications saying "___ is online! Would you like to invite them?" but i just never actually invited her

now fast forward to the present, yes, RIGHT NOW. december 17 down to the minute, i open my discord and see a new ping on my home page

i open it and its a group chat??? its a group chat with alpha, her girlfriend lets call her bravo, and another friend from the friend group chat we used to be in lets call them charlie. here's basically the chat log

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[system message]: @alpha added @eight

[system message]: @alpha added @bravo

[system message]: @alpha added @charlie

[system message]: @alpha changed the chat name to larp

[eight]: ?

[system message]: @eight left the group

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so yes, very bland but confusing, and it left me with a lot of unanswered questions. what were they going to larp about? why was i still on alphas mind? i barely have a clue, and with me leaving the group chat with no way to rejoin, i left myself to find the answers alone

even as im writing this, im frantically command+tab'ing between discord and blogger to see if i get a dm from alpha, bravo, or charlie, or if i even get re-added to the group chat

im also confused on how alpha added me to the group chat? ive removed her from my friends list on discord and you can't add people to group chats on discord unless you two are friends.

oh well, you know what i say after this?

what are you gonna do.

love u eighters, i love u all so so so so much. i'll see you guys soon. if anything happens next, ill make a new post (more likely) or ill update this one (less likely). stay fighting <3

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